~Welcome To My World~

The walking dead almost made me cry tonight!!! Freakin Carl messed up big this time. I’m sad ;n;
That was totally unexpected. :(

Ah I’m so excited x3

I freakin love this show<3

Now in in 14 minutes, I’m gonna lay down with my bf, have hot chocolate, eat my homemade cheesecake, and watch the amazing walking dead<3 XD

<3

Why does it feel like the way I feel about certain things is so wrong? I mean all I want to do is protect my child from things but why do people get mad at me for the way I feel? :’(
It makes me feel like I’m wrong with everything I think and I’m supposed to think a certain way to please people and ignore my feelings.

But honestly I’m tired or ignoring how I feel. Especially now since I have my daughter to think about…
I don’t care how mad someone can be, it’s for my daughter damnit! >.

I seriously can’t belive that this year is basically over.

I’m shocked :O

This year I still find myself with my amazing boyfriend, and now a new addition to my new family :3

I love my littl girl<3 She’s such a blessing and the best thing of this year<3

XD

This year has been hard though, and I hope that this coming year will be much better ^^

you know what I fucking hate? When I’m usually alone at random times. I feel like I can’t get a damn break from anything anymore!

>.<

People wanna know why I get pissed? It’s because I haven’t had a damn break in a long ass time -_____-;;;

I mean I haven’t played a fucking game in god know when. I haven’t had time to relax in god knows when.

Yeah I know I’m a parent but I want a break D:

Is that too much to ask for?

I want a break and I don’t want to be alone because I need help taking care of the baby.

Don’t get me wrong she’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me, but there are times where I seriously need some time to myself.

I want to be able to play a game or go out.

….

BUT!

That’s never fucking happening anytime soon.

Now, has anyone ever felt so anrgy and helpless/depressed that they cry?

Yeah? Well I’m at the point of crying right now.

Actually I am crying due to stress and anger.